I'm Not a Girl Not Yet a Woman

Life is full with unpredictable things.That's what people say.Is it always true?Looking to my years back during my childhood till now,YES,so many things had happen.I grew up as a matured girl..oops a matured woman..hmm I don't think that I have reach to that level.Like Britney sang her song,I'm Not a Girl Not Yet a Woman

I used to think, I had the answers to everything
But now I know,that life doesn't always go my way..yeah
Feels like I am caught in the middle
Thats when I need your love

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I'm not a girl,not yet a woman
All I need is time, A moment that is mine
One of in between
I'm not a girl,there is no need to protect me
It's time that I, learn to face up to this on my own
I have seen much more than you know
So don't tell me to shut my eyes

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I'm not a girl,not yet a woman
All I need is time, A moment that is mine
One of in between
I'm not a girl
But if you look at me closely
You will see it in my eye, this girl will always fine her way

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I'm not a girl,
I'm not a girl, don't tell me what to believe
Not yet a woman.
I'm just trying to find the woman in me

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All I need is love
Stronger than mine
One of in between
I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time, A moment that is mine
One of in between
I'm not a girl,not yet a woman

Few days left before I turn 21.Wow,I am old enough to vote for the leaders of my country.I can get marry at this age BUT I don't think I will do it because I believe that I am not prepared enough to enter marriage life.I think my friends can do so.And deep my heart I knew that some of my girl friends are willing to do so probably this year or next year.Being a going-to-be-21-year-old gal is really annoying in some way.People start asking are you still single?Don't you have a boyfriend?Huh..that questions makes me sick sometimes.And what can I do is smile to them or laughing like someone had told me some silly joke.Yeah,my mum start asking about that too.Hmm..what to do.Life as a woman is not an easy task.Just hoping I can meet a right guy at a right time and at a right place.